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Hey everyone!

I'm just writing this to inform the peeps I'm headed home for the holidays!!! YAAAAAY! Starting December 24th I will have days off Until January 4th, so I thought I'll talk to my folks to get some help to come home. Although how it will probably happen is I'll get a flight to Saskatoon, in which case all of my saskatoon peeps I'll hopefully get to see! Then a drive down to Prince Albert Saskatchewan, where I'll hopefully get to see all of my friends and family there as well!

Possible problems with this are I think my dad would want me to stay with them in PA and not go back home to Flon, which is sad...but if there is a way...maybe we can figure that out!

Let's talk...!

I'll forward this via everyone's email within the area to let them know what's up to make sure I get a chance to give you a hug before returning to the cityscape!

My Love is with you,

Paige

PS~ today I gotz birfday cake!

I have some temporary work for those who can help us out at Tinlids, you will be paid $15/hour. The show will be at the CNE at the Queen Elizabeth building. I will only be in need of 3 people.

Monday 23rd: from 1PM we just need help to set up for a show.

Tuesday 24th: from 10AM till 4PM

Wednesday 25th: from 10AM till we close

This is a job that requires heavy lifting and a fair amount of exercise so only serious inquiries only. I just want to thank all of those who helped us out for the previous shows and a great big thank you to those who want to help out for this session!

I take a step outside a doorway and notice a black wasp trying to escape a plastic bag, I think I'll trap that wasp and save myself from possibly getting attacked. Unfortunately the wasp escapes and lands on the top of my skull, trapping me in place with a sight that was of a worm~like body with white teeth~shaped feet that dug into it's body before it stings. I felt a black stinger enter. I awaken slightly to lucid states which made me slightly tremor not in fear, but it was just how my body reacted to the feeling of the stinger going through bone and inside cranial tissue.

This was a dream. I woke up without harm and yet I felt changed somehow.

This dream had me slightly afraid, I was helping what I thought was a good cause by joining forces with spirits who would tell me my instructions from a spirit bound house. I did my best to help the cause of abolishing the evils of our world by my actions and each and every time I would find that it wasn't enough. My last orders were to kill a person who came under powers of a dark nature, I spoke with the spirits and said that I couldn't kill him for this person had stronger powers than I had. The spirit house then set on fire and began to burn to the ground, it's tiny windows spilling out flames while the spirits voice cried out that I was a "Hell Burner" I was confused so I ran down a winding stair to where that black magician was and tried to plead with him to stop what he was doing...I knew I was powerless because the man was more united with his powers for he was far older than I was and developed a stronger sense of what he could do. He levitated silver rings in my direction and I screamed out "NO!" for those rings would kill you by skinning the flesh off of your bones based on your desire for them. I hid my hands away and coward while he wandered a group of unsuspecting people. One woman was an obvious glutton with a need for greed so she wound up dying in such a manner that was too horrific for the dream to allow me to see...the dream changes to something else!

Underworld was a fantastic show I had definitely no complaints about it..Giant white balloons would be thrown on the crowd to bounce around during born slippy while Karl Hyde head banged in a mini digital camera with a smile on his face! I met Alex there whom I always meet at really cool events which is awesome and he introduced me to Amber she seemed pretty cool, but then 2 really happy french guys approached me! They liked my shirt saying Pardon my french with a picture of french fries on it! Renee & Jean Francis! They came from Montreal and I actually plan on hanging out with these guys when I go there next vacation time I get!

Anywho the sad part of the nights events is that later on in the evening I started to get feverish again, my strep throat was bothering me so I had to miss work today to go to the doctors. I've had this for almost a month now with slow workings on the doctors part I hope now that I will get better from this because it's just too much to bear with! I'll be going back to work tomorrow with an early nights rest and hope for the best.

I woke early for I had to go over to Vanessa's to get a picture of plain Jane me for this competition she was entering, it was a before shot for my transition into a post modern assassin~! I later did the work thing and stressed out I lived through it as best as I could, there's a lot to be done!!! }:s

Once work was done at 5PM I set off to the bus stop where I ran into a girl named Celina,I've seen her once before on the bus we did this stalemate "should I talk to her" thing the last time we met, and it would have happened again if I didn't stop it by the time Jeanelle and I sat down on the subway car and asked her to sit with us! I found out a bit about her and thought I'd like to get to know her more, but BEFORE all that happened I got a phone call from Ben telling me he surprisingly won a contest he entered to see Underworld, so off we go this evening to see them!!! It was so strange a couple of days ago I had seen their ad in the eyeweekly or NOW and thought I like their music I wonder what they are like live...!

I met Benjamin at Bloor subway station as we usually like to walk home on nice days and check out the little shops on the way home. As we were walking home 1 really cool thing happened and 1 really interesting interaction with a random person happened... first the really cool thing! I was walking along when I noticed a tiny little body flying right towards me, a ladybug landed on my boob and proceeded to crawl around, I saved him from falling off and he danced on my pinky finger then flew off in the clouds! it was beautiful! Ben had to steer me around because I kept my eyes on him the entire time! Then as we made it to Wellesley Street some guy, although clean looking approached us not for money but for some chewing gum, LOL my day reminded Benjamin of an Underworld video because of it's flow!

This one was interesting! It mixed in Sailor Moon, The Occult and Resident Evil! I was having a get together with people who were originally cos playing Sailor Moon,in my dream I wound up being Sailor Moon as others were coming up the stairs to my apartment which didn't look anything like what I live in now, a man came delivering flowers! I got a giant bunch of yellow daisy's while 2 other girls got one rose each one was blue the other red. I said, "ooooOoooo you know what that means they like you more!" to one of the girls coming to the party. Just before I went up the flower delivery man runs back and says, "..wait it came with this!!!" at first it was just a flower card in an envelope but as I got to my home it turned into a book with plastic green pages and inside it were words addressed to me asking if I would be willing to let this man I had never met into my love life with the 2 other girls. It would read, "We could go on a stroll while Beth rests for she's a lot more ill than you and Trinity and while you and I enjoy the moonlight we could..." it was referring to magick and occult acts one could do to connect with the ancients or secret chiefs.

I was at first appalled by this because no I will not share my Love with just anyone and this is an obvious call to just get in connection with beings of higher power not Love at all. I would not be used as a conduit or tool for others to use and the other girls I knew would have fallen prey to it because they have weaker will. The thing is though, in my mind I was fascinated. I still wanted to meet with him because the call was asking us to venture to a place in the states to go meet with him and help him. My main goal was to thwart this plan and to protect the girls but to learn of the main goal and reason why they seek us out.

Kathryn was angry, she told me to stop reading that book and that it's dangerous to think about going and joining up. I told her my plans and that it wasn't to join but to discover why they chose us, she didn't say anything further. Just then I look to my television screen we were watching this disturbing movie where a man and a woman were in a room, then the next thing it's the same couple but the man now dead has this weird stance and looks up to the woman who is rising to the ceiling spraying blood down on his black skull from her mouth. Then I look back again the skulls seemed to have converged into one by the male skull being ingested up to the neck by the females creating a sort of infinity symbol which I'll try to attempt to draw later. (It was the resident evil part I was mentioning)...siiigh the dream continues.

I get to the place where we meet the gentleman, he interviews us at a table happy to see us arrive as it is rare anyone answers the call. I asked him why and how were we chosen, and showed him the letter...he looks at me and says "oh you are randomly chosen by a computer." I look over to see a lot of computers next to them I notice an elder of the cult and he further explained that the computers examine our biorhythms in the atmosphere and measure them and their effectiveness to reaching the ancients who would later come to him through our bodies and either teach him or give him the power to become one so that the world will change to the leaders whim. I learned that the ancients come at specific points throughout time and was shown images of the atom bomb and important significant affects these ancients have done to put the world both at risk of destruction and at the healing hands of creation. They in each of their incarnations have put a dent in our permanent history. I had a feeling that the elder was afraid of the gentleman, but was still willing to follow him because of the true sake of magick and summoning the ancients.

I woke up.

Remember Louis the Lighning Bug?
I just thought of this guy while my coworkers are trying to find a way to plug in a very old photocopier!

July is coming!!!




I've got the booze and the sleeping arrangements covered, all I can hope for now is that the garbage strike doesn't last too long!!! I'm sure we didn't need all of the booze we bought but it was just in case the LCBO strike were to last too long for our alcoholic fixes of fun in the city when my guests of honor get here!

Kat&Matt’s Details
Arrival
Pearson on July 7th 9:40PM flight # AC272 terminal #1
Departure
Terminial 1 July 16th 6:50PM

In the time of Kathryn & Matt's stay we'll be going to various places and seeing things...I will be posting these events up everyday we go out and do something on FACEBOOK with a note in my Paige Lynn Loggie is blah blah blah! Letting you all know where we are off to and how to get in touch if you should choose to come along which would be great!

There are other things I will tell you about but at a later date when I have more pictures to show you!

Yes that's right, Munsch has a Public School under his name and I helped the new teacher librarians fill out orders for their new library! Check out their website, I think it's awesome, so far I have yet to see such good coding and design for school websites, this would be the first!

Lookie

I had a dream, in this dream it was a sunny summer day, I was just getting off of a bus with a group who were visiting this old park that was being modernized. I was walking underneath Power line towers that gave everyone something to gawk at while I ventured off towards the true sight that I knew about. I had 2 other people with me, one was a "sister" who was trying to be angry she had a friend with her who liked me and when the "sister" wanted to go back to a corner to watch the group under the power lines, the friend came with me because she found my conversation and company more interesting, we were talking about our favorite scene at the park. I was leading her to the place I admired most.

A tree was just up ahead surrounded by stones in a circle, the wind would blow and the leaves would rustle giving me peace and strength, I told the friend, "This is what I want to see, this tree!" She asked me why and I told her that for every stone a monk stood or sat meditating and praying to this tree until they died, they were buried standing in prayer position just underneath the stones which kept this tree alive. I would have visions of native shamans 50 in number all surrounding this tree with their spirit. Purple flowers grew around the stones, in some cases completely covering the spots where their stones where placed.

The girl felt kind of uneasy about it as we came closer, she wasn't sure about what she felt and decided to stay back, I was passing through the circle, when I did so it seemed like I entered another place and inside the circle was yet another one that surrounded the root of the tree. I walked inside an opening and found it to be a house. In this house I seen family, they were always angry, and I felt like I just wanted to sleep and be left alone, there were no happy times. Another "sister" would invade my sleep trying to steal one of my best dresses and I beat her up, my brother Marshall would come and creep in my room trying to bug me, he would leave before I would wake up because he knew better.

When I did wake up, I would look outside the window, the window was actually an opening in the upper part of the tree where I would see family having a get together, happy in the sun and in the circle just outside the tree, I would see the purple flowers and notice the patches made patterns depicting the various energies the monks continued to exude on the changing landscape, still forever guarding what was sacred to them.

So I'm finding information on Allan Moore & reading www.scribd.com when I get a little distracted, you see, I come across this Magazine article Opium Made Easy and a video I'd like to share!

Reading an exerpt from subterranean kerouac the hidden life of jack kerouac I stopped and thought, "you know I cannot give you one...you'll just have to find one for yourself!" The book is a facinating read about a side of history that may in the future be forgotten by all!

I need no explanation about what comes next!

So I had made a trip out to Eaton Center to meet with Annie to go and see about hair straightener prices and to go and pick one up. Annie knew of this Kiosk where you could actually try out the irons and see what you like...but I knew of this hair salon that sold them for a pretty good price too so I said let's just check out both places and we'll see how that goes...it doesn't hurt to look around...Well apparently it does.

Who would have thought that one of the people who was a sales rep at this kiosk was someone who would turn from a regular average guy into an insane hair straightener freak with a crush on me!!! I'm serious, this guy was calm at the beginning explaining the perks of the product...which I already knew from doing a bit of research but I was letting him talk (GOD KNOWS those jobs don't pay them not to say SOMETHING to the people!). He all of a sudden wants to show me how to curl my hair with the iron and he says that he'll straighten it back out when he's done showing me...okay he does it once and I'm slightly more convinced that it's a neat purchase, then he decided to go ahead and take my head and try to curl all of it to the point where I had a mess on my head!!! I was telling him to stop but he wouldn't listen...some strange reason he got this impression that I thought this was funny shit..oh yes I was laughing at myself alright but I was also getting hysterically mad!!!

Annie could see it was time to leave (she knows when I'm about past my patient limit and about to hit someone or roll on the ground from a laughing fit of insanity) He didn't want me to leave and said "stay...I'll knock an extra 20 dollars off"! By that point I'm wanting to go tangled up in straightening iron cord and curls that look like shit! Later Annie is helping me to fix my hair saying "here let's use some of the spray to wet your hair down" so she's doing a fine job with the misting when all of a sudden he grabs the spray bottle and starts in with the fucking spray gun mode and just soaks my head...I have to admit if he were a close friend this would be a bit more acceptable but this was fucked up!!! He had no idea who I was, he was hitting on me and making an ass of himself all while trying to sell me something. A total fail.

I went to a hair salon down the way and bought a different hair straightener with no sales people to really help me it was kinda nice! I guess this just might mean the less people in my life the better and to feel just a tad bit more comfortable with telling people to really just fuck right off. Apparently after talking with Annie about the crazy world I just left back at the Kiosk, I learned a lesson about attraction and how people suppose upon what I am and react from that moment thinking I'm either this way or that when they honestly have no fucking idea really who it is that I truly am. That goes without saying, but I've really been needing a lot of reflection on this because if those are the kinds of people that tend to surround me these days...something has gotta be done!!!

I swear every time I watch this guys videos I laugh!

Hey Guys & Girls,

I have one more shift available to fill at Tinlids!!!

I'm now needing 1 person to come in on MONDAY (March 23rd)
The duties are just shelving books on our shelves!

PLEASE message me ASAP and I will respond as soon as I can and let my manager know that you will be available!

Thanks guys,

*phew* so much to do!

Paige.

I'm sending this message out to all of those who need work to do, here are the details:

When:
Wednesday, Thursday & Friday (March 25th-27th)from 9Am-whenever you can...hopefully till 5PM!

Where:
130 Martin Ross Ave.
Tinlids

Job Description:

Help us move boxes of books, Shelving & possibly shipping!

You will be paid for your time, only need around 3-4 persons!

Call Paige @ 647-242-9111 or just respond to this message I will try to get back asap!

You just caught me in the middle of talking with Ben about Melba Toast..this came from a passionate craving for both toast and chips, apparently Melba Toast is somewhere in the middle giving him the best of both worlds! Ben thinks I'm weird because I decided to blog about this topic when really I just wanted something to say! I told him to choose between the options of Melba Toast types but he could only choose one! }:O This is the one he picked! O:{

My choice was a little different, but not by much you see I wouldn't just have it plain old Melba Toast...I think I would use the brand I choose and then have an awesome seafood blended dip on top! mmmmcrunchymeatdip*drools*

Right now, I think I should be getting to bed because someone is getting a little giddy! But before I do, please read on and tell me what option you would choose! For some reason this would help me and my quest for ...oh shut up Paige };p

My dream last night was a nightmare that I could awaken from and even talk about it with Ben in the middle of sleeping, it was an alien invasion. I was at home with my parents when I noticed something wasn't quite right...I started asking questions and looking around at strange happenings. I noticed a small egg that was deformed looking and had veins I destroyed it only to hear the angry cries from my parental units freaking out over the death of one of their creations. I didn't care, I didn't want myself to be invaded by something foreign so I became a more tough chick and killed them all off. The house was completely destroyed with ooze on the walls and furniture. There was a man in charge of it all, a man from the military...he was roaming around trying to attack me and I caught him, changed him from human to monkey and had him irradicated.

I later learned some mountain ranges were actually dead "vessels" meaning that the so called "mother/mothership" of all of the present alien forms on earth had died and petrified and you can actually sometimes see faces of pain if you fly above their supposed mountain peaks. The "mother" used to be a flying beast that kind of reminded me of a sting ray but would have electrical storms forming inside of its body.

I instantly ran from home, roaming the alleyways and discovered a girl on a skateboard who was not yet infected. I called her over because there were a couple of aliens headed straight toward her and we fought them off together, she then ran and hid somewhere while I walked around the corner noticing my father had parked the car on a neighbors lawn, I asked him if that was alright with the neighbor he said why wouldn't it be!? I was puzzeled because I had killed him earlier and my mom too...but maybe they were just gone, they seemed to act normal now.